an apple becomes a psuedo-almond when you bite into the very core of it - eat the seeds.

no, this is not metaphorical - its true. somehow or rather, simple things that i say seem to get misconstrued and read into with much misguided enthusiasm when an apple = really just an apple.

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can you undo certain decisions? mediated by multiple factors.

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Da Paolo has simply the best enticing cakes . i ate a strawberry yoghurt cheesecake yesterday. am craving for more. am craving for other intangibles. the tangible is often being used to satisfy the intangible.

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so you pray for wisdom and discernment , and not simplicity, in the face of the bludgeonings of the world - like gender politics and human interactional theories. your disillusionment wells up within and you realize that you dont quite like the world as it is. alternative solutions?build you an ivory tower? succumb to notions that are mediocre and embrace bestiality? create yourself an alternate reality in that head of yours, fortified by the (anti) institutions of Books and Films and Plays? is your angst a belated one? do you subscribe to the fruits of Love, Goodness, Hope, Peace and know that there is a spirit which dwells in the interstices of your being which mediates Simplicity and Complexity? do you rather live in that innocent ignorance or do you embrace it and seek out to create a pathway for the world to a certain truth? do you eliminate people when you realize they dont quite hold the same truths and values as you do? or do you practice spiritual discirimination, or do you set out to just love - humans in all their imperfections? do you seek not to stumble others when you are down and weak and shot?

blood-shot-eyes-of ___.

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