oh no, what did i do?whats this Hi -5 thing going on? i clicked on it in hotmail, cos its so persistent and i ended up sending mass subscriptions to everyone else, marketing Hi-5 when i didnt mean to join it. oh no.oh no.enlighten me, someone pls.

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ser darling, happy 21st. as ive mentioned, may you age gracefully, wisdom shall be you and Love for Him and yourself and me and Mankind in general will be your guiding light. 21 now, so dont do naughty things anymore, we gotta act a bit more pro now. hope you liked your impromptu birthday mini-bash courtesy of myself, jen and zhen with our lau-pok cheapskate but awesome(no less) choc truffle cake. bet you've never had sucha farnee-barnee birthday like this ,ever, so guess who but us can pull this off..rule of thumb - spontaneity rules. expectations are never good.

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its really weird, but somehow or rather i have mixed emotions bout the China trip. on one hand, id love it, no kidding, cos of all the cultural, physical, social and emotional challenges it would pose, but on the other, it boils to a simple - i'll MISS. ill miss everything that is back here, ill miss all the opportunities for bondings and soul chats (my fav. activity!) and just being in familiar company. ill miss. would you be missing me? how, how, how.

will be back by 5th jul (departing 15th june)- ive no autoroaming nor internet access at all. how, how, how?

i know - write letters! yes, yes, write to me before i go off, ill savour all that is written each n everyday.

i want to be a word,
so that i can have meaning.
so you would understand
everything.