it was good hanging out with jen n ser now tt the holidays are here.Simply put, i dont feel so lonely. oftentimes i feel like the floor could eat me up when in the midst of large gps of people - i may be surrounded yet the non-connection is evident. i want one-to-one. Simple Heart, could You help me out a little dear God? Simple Heart knows me the best, i dont feel so lonely when i talk to Him when humans are evidently disconnected. presence is over-rated.

so we went to eat Ya Kun Kaya Toast n jen gave me a Mr Tofu-Grouch n then to Ichiban Boshi (Wisma)(love the food heaps, our new hangout sushi palace ya ok ok?addiction kicks in). you know you are lagging greatly behind when everyone has car licences except for you but i will not succumb, i will not drive. then we meandered around to find arab st (Jen is a dangerous but skilled driver.kudos) and checked out Cafe Samar. real eclectic and exotic - all Palestinian-Middle Eastern inspired.

Simple Heart has been blessing me with these friends. love them heaps-sie heap. we've come to the stage where we dont feel the need to entertain each other - just their mere presence fills me with gladness. take for example, in Samar, i was reading Life, jen was reading erh..Blurb i think the smu publication n ser was entertaining herself with some pro-islamic publication ok im rusihng noe\w cos im at the airport gotta take the last bus so tata. so my point is ..i dont want superficiality in relationships, i want depth, i dont want pre-conceived notions , i want you to challenge myself and be surprised by the gamut of the differing sides that an individual can possess. hopes the wall comes crashing down. Simple Heart, no more walls can?