Sunday, February 13, 2005

thank You

i think simplicity shall be the rule of thumb in this blog.
thanksgiving, as its driving motivation.
the words i bear forth (or in this case, write forth) have the power to either affirm my existence in Him or create genuine confusion. i choose the former.
i choose to see the water in the glass as being half- filled. i choose Life, i choose perfection, i choose simplicity. i deny all the strangleholds of my desire for oblivion and thoughts of cutting off from the world, or plunge into so inward an isolation as to deny Him that vessel upon which His Perfect Will/Plan can be carried out.

i am a Genuine Princess, for i am the Daughter of THE KING. i felt so cradled in his arms today.

today, i prayed for strength.

today, in the midst of not understanding certain situations happening in my life, i thanked Him.

for i am alive, and able to live.
for allowing the term 'Breakfast' to manifest itself into the human destiny. (which reminds me that i will hv to go try certain breakfast places - Provence, at Holland V. )
for allowing me to be an official Eastie and have Siglap right at my doorstep.
for 24 hrs Macdonalds at East Coast on Fri and Sat. and money to get roller blades (in april hopefully)
for 24 hrs Starbucks/BurgerKing/Macs at the airport so i can have my mini stayovers there.
for Dostoyevsky, Balzac, Emerson,Dickinson, Coelho to confuse, propel my thoughts forward, and that certain glimpse into human consciousness.
for the various Cultures that exist (incl. the ones in Yakult.hee) - esp french culture - the films, the books, the authors, the food.

for You, the only one who loves me wholeheartedly despite myself. despite my nonsense. despite cutting-n-running away. despite being blind to Your blessings at times. despite not wanting to talk to You when im angry. despite fighting it out with you all the way. despite my diso
bedient and questioning nature.

for i know that you would never harm nor hurt me. for You love me with an intensity that would last a lifetime and a half and that this heart of mine would in turn try to love you back, as much as it is humanly possible.

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